Sunday, May 28, 2006 ;
12:31 AM
Seems like I’ve never blog for quite a very long time….
Well… time to put in another entry… Haiz… so many things happened last year… Things changed and I did not know what to do. We found out that my dad has cancer, then also, that time I was not adjusting to my attachment company well… Insecurity especially… and to be out so soon into the working world when I was not ready at all! Also, not to say that not having a place in any of the local universities… Quan and Rena leaving the youths and the church as well… so may changes… that I was not prepared at all… to face it. Why must I need to make so many decisions now? Why must it be so different from what I used to be in? Suddenly, I’m thrown into the adult working world that makes me feel so insecure and lost…Suddenly, I feel so different from everybody… What to do next? Should I stay long in this job or what? Study part time and work full time? What am I going to do next in my life that’s so full of uncertainty ahead? I’m not ready to be 21…
It’s only until now that I look back into God’s word… And he spoke to me in Isaiah 43:18-19…
18 Do not remember the former things,
Nor consider the things of old.
19Behld, I will do a new thing,
Now it shall spring forth; shall you not know it?
I will even make a road in the wilderness,
And rivers in the desert.
It’s a phase in life that I need to face… a changing phase that is ongoing…I know that I can’t look back again cuz I’ll be stuck and not moving on…God again shows me that he is the First and the Last…. That I should not be fearful and afraid of what’s ahead for me… I should step forward and claim what is rightfully mine…
every day is a new day ♥
