Saturday, May 28, 2011 ;
10:55 PM
What seemed alive is dead. I know that I'm running away. It is hard to face it and I want to cast it aside. Somehow there is the fear of facing all those people who will say you are supposed to be here and why you are not here...as well as the fear of serving in front of everyone. Where has all the boldness and confidence gone too? It seems i'm retreating back to my old shell again.....Help.....I need help.....
every day is a new day ♥
